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The pet is a toy. I like her that way. I have been preparing her for our rejoining. During my first day back I have a plan. That first day back is all mine. I also have told her to give me a scene she would like. I was quite clear, “describe a scene that involves pain, when I return I’ll do it word for word. Once you deliver the outline there is no change of scope. Be careful what you ask for”. She did a very nice job. I have told her I will do it before the first week is out.
I’ve also told her that there would be humiliation. To me this is bondage without rope. I will do something in public to humiliate her and she will sit and listen to it. Silly things like telling a waitress after ordering a meal that, “the girl isn’t eating. She’s being punished for playing with herself without permission”
Objectification. I told the pet that some nights I won’t feel like playing with her. On these nights I’ll “put her away” in the closet under the stairs. I’ll read or write and she’ll be bound and gagged in a dark closet. It won’t be easy, trust me, to leave her there. I LIKE PLAYING WITH HER! It’s just that from time to time she needs to be reminded that she’s property, a toy, and I sometimes want to play with other toys.
And then there’s the dolly. If you’re observant you’ll have noticed a few captions on the websmut regarding dollies. I have told the pet that one night before her birthday (hopefully and if a proper dolly can be found) she can have a pet of her own one night. I’ll direct, she’ll perform and we’ll all have a really fun night. I’m a bit worried for the dolly’s safety. The pet has a streak in her that I’ll have to manage carefully.
So there we have it. Pain, bondage, humiliation and pleasure.
I find it all incredibly erotic, powerfully intense and extremely desirable. We were lucky. Seriously, I had said, when we first met, that I should be leaving. She missed it and kept talking, so I stayed. What are the odds?
I’ve had a good morning with the pet. I’ve tweaked her uniform a little based on input from her and I believe the new look is quite good. It’s simple: a sleevless vest, in some cases a small bra, knickers and thigh high socks. I should post a picture of it. I’m quite proud of her and I’m sure you’d all appreciate the chance to see it.
We discussed the range of control I have at length as well. During this time apart, I’m giving her a lot of free range for choices she must make in my absense. As we get settled in I will do my best to keep her as close to her submission as possible.
One thing I told her is that I want to show her off to other men like me. To display her. I’m proud of her ability to serve and I know others would look at her as a prize. She can’t understand that, not me wanting to feel pride, but that other people would notice her this way. I explained that it’s the way she stands, kneels, watches me and obeys. These are things men like me look for and in a situation where others like us are about, she would be sniffed out as a good toy, one worth having. That I have her is what makes me proud.
I’d just love to have a little stand for her, something that would imobilize her, filling her sex and restricting the movement of her hands and feet. Then I could “mount her” on it naked and have a social night with a friend. She would be displayed for our pleasure. It would disable her ability to serve though, so hopefully the friend would have brought a pet of his own for those tasks.
Get your mind out of the gutter! I meant bringing us drinks and rolling spliffs, etc.
I am giving the pet writing assignments for her blog now. She’s worried that her words are too mundane. I really enjoy the erotic inferences, the innuendo and the blatant porn she inserts and so I’ll shift her toward that again. I love reading about her fears and insecurities, they give me a clearer picture of her submission. I don’t think anything she has written has been anything but an interesting glimpse into her mind.
I have her write because it gives her a chance to think a little about what she wants to say. That’s perfect for me. I use and will continue to use the things she says to train and control her. It’s what I do. For the next little while though I’ve taken on the task of thinking up topics, not the words, just the topics of her blog.
I’m doing this now, however, to keep her focused on the reason for the writing. It’s simple really. I like the kinky nature of it. I enjoy reading about her feelings, seeing how she reacts to various ideas. She’s a toy, after all, and I enjoy playing with her. So for the next little while I’ll have her write about what I enjoy reading.
It should be known to anyone reading these blogs that words are how we met. It was a bit of fiction I wrote that made her curious about me. Before that, I was just a hunter like many others and she was ready to dismiss me. My words caught her in the cunt. They grabbed her roughly and forced her head into the pillow. It surprised her, excited and intrigued her. I’m quite pleased about that.
So words will always be a part of our relationship. I’ll be sure to allow some random thoughts from her as well. Her life is not dull or boring and her insights, I hope, can make others in similar situations feel more connected to our way of life. It’s good to have peers, important to be part of a group. I love this girl. I want to know every thought she thinks.
My pet has a limit, a hard one. She doesn’t like the idea of being held under water. Today I did this to her:
[2:46:13 PM] Tristan says: Imagine I have you kneel in the bath…hot water just over your thighs
[2:46:13 PM] Tristan says: I tell you to put your hands behind your back
[2:46:29 PM] Tristan says: I tell you to bend over till your nose is just touching the water
[2:46:52 PM] Tristan says: I put a hand on your back as I kneel close by the tub
[2:47:07 PM] Tristan says: I ask you if you’re nervous…
[2:47:21 PM] Tristan says: I tell you to stare at the water
[2:47:40 PM] Tristan says: I ask if you know what comes next
[2:47:45 PM] Pet says: I would be crying already
[2:48:04 PM] Tristan says: I tell you I love you and won’t harm you
[2:48:29 PM] Tristan says: I tell you I can do anything…it’s my right and choice
[2:48:50 PM] Tristan says: I stand up and take off my shirt , pull off my pants
[2:49:01 PM] Tristan says: I turn back to you and say,
[2:49:19 PM] Tristan says: ”dip your head under, I want to wash your hair” and step into the tub behind you
